去or留

你们分手

你们不分手

我都难受。

 

第一次有结婚的冲动。。

但是和你结婚。。

怎么都觉得不可能。。

太遥不可及

再见了 竹A432

再见了 六食堂二楼

再见了 经世楼C308.B504.D504

再见了 通向东门的路

再见了 学校的情侣椅子

再见了 我的朋友

再见了 我的爱人

再见了 成都

留下我的爱 留下我的回忆

下次再见

 

听不得的歌

太多

 

丢了东西

一时心情平静不下来

不过突然觉得自己应该规划下自己的生活

花了太多时间在感情上

花了太多时间在离别上

突然有点失去自我了

忘了照顾自己 忘了敦促自己

回北京了 毕业了 要去荷兰了

最后的决定很复杂

最后选择的生活会很不一样

所以要准备好去面对～

我知道自己可以的～

整理好过去 整理好凌乱的生活

然后 有条理的 幸福的 满足的 过下去

COOL DOWN

4 better future

恨自己丢三落四

恨自己 为什么现在还不改过来！

 

然后恨自己

太轻易的投入感情

 

什么都不剩了。。

生活照旧 感情依旧

只是背后 多了个知己~

 

遗憾 但却释怀

comparision is risky~

i either end up with the bad one

or i risk losing the good one

 

but only after comparision

do i see things clearer~

 

after 1 year

i conclude

all love fade gradually with time~

we cannot escape either~

is future more important

or present?

 

 

要开始申请学校了

恩

明天开始。。。

好累

人们都贱

5月

have to learn how to play it good.

and when everything is not good...

you are not helpful also...

 

 

sad.

recently

not good...

never had this feeling with a friend ever.

when i try to suggest things to make her decision better

she tries to tell that you control her mind

leaving whether reasonable my suggestion is

she likes to go to extremes to choose the one i suggest not

 

if everything well thoughted

life will be easier for sure

nomatter you agree or not

right school right boy right decisions for right stage.

 

now everything is blamed on me.

good

then maybe i misunderstood the definition of friend.

friend is the one who you share only all the simple shallow and studip findings of life.

and we still make the decision all by ourself on our limited knowledge of life

 

what i still believe in is

the maximum collection of information

will make my decision better and life easier~

nomatter how cruel, things happend can never change

 

keep ur friend close, enemy closer.

 

complex feelings...

这两天莫名的高兴

莫名的喜欢生活中的小幸福

想向小时候那样早上去学校

春天和爸爸妈妈去春游

 

但是这样的愿望也好像太遥远了

所以没有高兴

只是很悲伤

so nervous for tmr~

really an important event in my whole life

i really pray that everything will go wel.

really truely honestly pray for that.

 

god blessed

love myself

and have faith~

be brave~

又大了一岁

自己都老了 生日都懒的过了

觉得生活还是需要SPARKEL

所以还是善待自己特殊的日子～

 

新的一年 没什么大希望

一切平安健康就好了～

 

只是希望自己能成熟点～

能多给点时间给朋友们

多学会如何信任别人

学会真的容忍和改变

 

新的一年 会很好很好的～

很平静 老了～

人们结婚 然后学荷兰语 我呢～

wie ben ik~

not easy~

......

r there way back?

 

how much to give and receive is enough?

 

people always believe that we gave everything~

Have we?

 

I guess love is more a competition of accepting and tolerance, other than, giving.

 

NOW

tired.mentally unstable.teary.....

yet

tolerable.

Damn Economic crisis

Damn Deloitte

Damn WOrking permit...ID...

all the Mo****f*cker differences

 

 

 

when u feel that u only see rainbow

it means new storm is not far away

 

always be cautious about enjoying life~

 

^^

busy 6months

fighting fighting~

jiayou!